| Artist | IU |
|---|---|
| Album | Modern Times - Epilogue |
| Genre | Korean |
| Label | Kakao Entertainment |
| Release | 2013.12.20 |
어쩌면 아니길 바랬나 봐
Eojjeomyeon anigil baraenna bwa
Maybe I hoped it wasn't true
Mungkin aku berharap ini tidak benar
얼마 전부터 밤낮으로
Eolma jeonbuteo bamnajeuro
Since a while ago, day and night
Sejak beberapa waktu lalu, siang dan malam
날 괴롭히는 두근거림
Nal goeropineun dugeungeorim
This heart-fluttering that teases me
Debaran yang menyiksaku ini
덕분에 나 어제는
Deokbune na eojeneun
Thanks to that, yesterday
Berkat itu, kemarin
한숨도 못 잤어
Hansumdo mot jasseo
I couldn't sleep at all
Aku tidak bisa tidur sama sekali
♫
미안 아마 너도 느꼈을 거야
Mian ama neodo neukkyeosseul geoya
I'm sorry, you probably felt it too
Maaf, mungkin kamu juga merasakannya
어설프게 감추며
Eoseolpeuge gamchumyeo
Awkwardly trying to hide it
Mencoba menyembunyikannya dengan canggung
네 주윌 맴돌던
Ne juwil maemdoldeon
While lingering around you
Sambil terus berada di sekitarmu
내 모습이 네게
Nae moseubi nege
If my behavior
Jika tingkah lakuku
많이 거슬렸다면 사과할게
Mani geoseullyeotdamyeon sagwahalge
Bothered you much, I apologize
Sangat mengganggumu, aku minta maaf
♫
사실은 지금도
Sasireun jigeumdo
Actually, even now
Sebenarnya, bahkan sekarang pun
할 수만 있다면
Hal suman itdamyeon
If only I could
Jika saja aku bisa
계속 부정하고 싶다
Gyesok bujeonghago sipda
I want to keep denying it
Aku ingin terus menyangkalnya
근데 솔직히 조금은
Geunde soljiki jogeumeun
But honestly,
Tapi jujur saja,
헷갈리게 만든
Hetgallige mandeun
The fact that you made me confused
Membuatku merasa bingung sedikit
네 책임도 있는 거 아냐?
Ne chaegimdo inneun geo anya?
Isn't that partly your responsibility too?
Bukankah itu juga ada tanggung jawabmu?
♫
늦은 밤 진동 소리에
Neujeun bam jindong sorie
With the sound of a vibration late at night
Lewat suara getaran di larut malam
은근한 목소리로
Eungeunhan moksoriro
In a subtle voice
Dengan suara yang lembut
나를 깨웠잖아
Nareul kkaewotjana
You woke me up
Kamu membangunkan aku
아침은 꼭 먹고 다니라며
Achimeun kkok meokgo daniramyeo
Telling me to make sure to eat breakfast
Menyuruhku untuk jangan lupa sarapan
다정했던 걱정 정말 넌
Dajeonghaetdeon geokjeong jeongmal neon
All that sweet concern, really
Perhatian yang manis itu, sungguh
아무 뜻도 없었냐?
Amu tteutdo eopseonnya?
Did you mean nothing by it?
Apakah kamu benar-benar tidak bermaksud apa-apa?
♫
걱정 마 심각한 수준은 아냐
Geokjeong ma simgakan sujuneun anya
Don't worry, it's not at a serious level
Jangan khawatir, ini bukan di tahap yang serius
네게 심심풀이
Nege simsimpuri
It’s not like I’m saying
Bukan berarti aku bilang
땅콩이라도 좋다느니
Ttangkongirado jotaneuni
I'm fine with being just a "killing-time snack"
Aku rela jadi sekadar "teman iseng" saja
뭐 그런 얘기 아냐
Mwo geureon yaegi anya
Or something like that
Atau hal semacam itu
잠깐 이러다 알아서 정리할게
Jamkkan ireoda araseo jeongnihalge
I'll just be like this for a bit and sort it out myself
Aku akan begini sebentar lalu membereskannya sendiri
♫
녹음 시간은 벌써
Nogeum siganeun beolsseo
The recording time
Waktu rekaman sudah
2분 30초가 막 넘어가고 있네
2bun 30choga mak neomeogago inne
Is already passing 2 minutes and 30 seconds
Melewati 2 menit 30 detik
사실 더 할 말도 없어
Sasil deo hal maldo eopseo
Actually, I have nothing left to say
Sebenarnya tidak ada lagi yang ingin kukatakan
어차피 아무 대책 없이
Eochapi amu daechaek eopsi
Anyway, without any plan
Lagipula, tanpa persiapan apa pun
그냥 한 번 질러본 거니까
Geunyang han beon jilleobon geonikka
I just blurted it all out
Aku hanya asal mengatakannya saja
♫
참 끝까지 초라하다
Cham kkeutkkaji chorahada
Truly pathetic until the very end
Benar-benar menyedihkan sampai akhir
나 왜 이렇게 한심하니
Na wae ireoke hansimhani
Why am I so miserable?
Kenapa aku begitu malang?
이런 건 아닌데
Ireon geon aninde
It wasn't supposed to be like this
Seharusnya tidak seperti ini
♫
답장을 못내 기다릴 텐데
Dapjangeul monnae gidaril tende
I'll probably be waiting for a reply
Aku pasti akan menunggu balasanmu
역시 아니라면 난 아니라면
Yeoksi aniramyeon nan aniramyeon
If it's really not it, if I'm not the one
Jika memang bukan, jika aku bukan orangnya
네가 아니면 뭐 아닌 거지 뭐
Nega animyeon mwo anin geoji mwo
If it's not you, then I guess it's just not it
Jika bukan kamu, ya sudah bukan
아닌 거지 뭐
Anin geoji mwo
I guess it's just not it
Ya sudah bukan
Eojjeomyeon anigil baraenna bwa
Maybe I hoped it wasn't true
Mungkin aku berharap ini tidak benar
얼마 전부터 밤낮으로
Eolma jeonbuteo bamnajeuro
Since a while ago, day and night
Sejak beberapa waktu lalu, siang dan malam
날 괴롭히는 두근거림
Nal goeropineun dugeungeorim
This heart-fluttering that teases me
Debaran yang menyiksaku ini
덕분에 나 어제는
Deokbune na eojeneun
Thanks to that, yesterday
Berkat itu, kemarin
한숨도 못 잤어
Hansumdo mot jasseo
I couldn't sleep at all
Aku tidak bisa tidur sama sekali
♫
미안 아마 너도 느꼈을 거야
Mian ama neodo neukkyeosseul geoya
I'm sorry, you probably felt it too
Maaf, mungkin kamu juga merasakannya
어설프게 감추며
Eoseolpeuge gamchumyeo
Awkwardly trying to hide it
Mencoba menyembunyikannya dengan canggung
네 주윌 맴돌던
Ne juwil maemdoldeon
While lingering around you
Sambil terus berada di sekitarmu
내 모습이 네게
Nae moseubi nege
If my behavior
Jika tingkah lakuku
많이 거슬렸다면 사과할게
Mani geoseullyeotdamyeon sagwahalge
Bothered you much, I apologize
Sangat mengganggumu, aku minta maaf
♫
사실은 지금도
Sasireun jigeumdo
Actually, even now
Sebenarnya, bahkan sekarang pun
할 수만 있다면
Hal suman itdamyeon
If only I could
Jika saja aku bisa
계속 부정하고 싶다
Gyesok bujeonghago sipda
I want to keep denying it
Aku ingin terus menyangkalnya
근데 솔직히 조금은
Geunde soljiki jogeumeun
But honestly,
Tapi jujur saja,
헷갈리게 만든
Hetgallige mandeun
The fact that you made me confused
Membuatku merasa bingung sedikit
네 책임도 있는 거 아냐?
Ne chaegimdo inneun geo anya?
Isn't that partly your responsibility too?
Bukankah itu juga ada tanggung jawabmu?
♫
늦은 밤 진동 소리에
Neujeun bam jindong sorie
With the sound of a vibration late at night
Lewat suara getaran di larut malam
은근한 목소리로
Eungeunhan moksoriro
In a subtle voice
Dengan suara yang lembut
나를 깨웠잖아
Nareul kkaewotjana
You woke me up
Kamu membangunkan aku
아침은 꼭 먹고 다니라며
Achimeun kkok meokgo daniramyeo
Telling me to make sure to eat breakfast
Menyuruhku untuk jangan lupa sarapan
다정했던 걱정 정말 넌
Dajeonghaetdeon geokjeong jeongmal neon
All that sweet concern, really
Perhatian yang manis itu, sungguh
아무 뜻도 없었냐?
Amu tteutdo eopseonnya?
Did you mean nothing by it?
Apakah kamu benar-benar tidak bermaksud apa-apa?
♫
걱정 마 심각한 수준은 아냐
Geokjeong ma simgakan sujuneun anya
Don't worry, it's not at a serious level
Jangan khawatir, ini bukan di tahap yang serius
네게 심심풀이
Nege simsimpuri
It’s not like I’m saying
Bukan berarti aku bilang
땅콩이라도 좋다느니
Ttangkongirado jotaneuni
I'm fine with being just a "killing-time snack"
Aku rela jadi sekadar "teman iseng" saja
뭐 그런 얘기 아냐
Mwo geureon yaegi anya
Or something like that
Atau hal semacam itu
잠깐 이러다 알아서 정리할게
Jamkkan ireoda araseo jeongnihalge
I'll just be like this for a bit and sort it out myself
Aku akan begini sebentar lalu membereskannya sendiri
♫
녹음 시간은 벌써
Nogeum siganeun beolsseo
The recording time
Waktu rekaman sudah
2분 30초가 막 넘어가고 있네
2bun 30choga mak neomeogago inne
Is already passing 2 minutes and 30 seconds
Melewati 2 menit 30 detik
사실 더 할 말도 없어
Sasil deo hal maldo eopseo
Actually, I have nothing left to say
Sebenarnya tidak ada lagi yang ingin kukatakan
어차피 아무 대책 없이
Eochapi amu daechaek eopsi
Anyway, without any plan
Lagipula, tanpa persiapan apa pun
그냥 한 번 질러본 거니까
Geunyang han beon jilleobon geonikka
I just blurted it all out
Aku hanya asal mengatakannya saja
♫
참 끝까지 초라하다
Cham kkeutkkaji chorahada
Truly pathetic until the very end
Benar-benar menyedihkan sampai akhir
나 왜 이렇게 한심하니
Na wae ireoke hansimhani
Why am I so miserable?
Kenapa aku begitu malang?
이런 건 아닌데
Ireon geon aninde
It wasn't supposed to be like this
Seharusnya tidak seperti ini
♫
답장을 못내 기다릴 텐데
Dapjangeul monnae gidaril tende
I'll probably be waiting for a reply
Aku pasti akan menunggu balasanmu
역시 아니라면 난 아니라면
Yeoksi aniramyeon nan aniramyeon
If it's really not it, if I'm not the one
Jika memang bukan, jika aku bukan orangnya
네가 아니면 뭐 아닌 거지 뭐
Nega animyeon mwo anin geoji mwo
If it's not you, then I guess it's just not it
Jika bukan kamu, ya sudah bukan
아닌 거지 뭐
Anin geoji mwo
I guess it's just not it
Ya sudah bukan
This song captures the raw and messy emotions of an unrequited confession delivered through a voice recording. It highlights the internal conflict of someone struggling with mixed signals, oscillating between blaming the other person’s kindness and feeling pathetic for harboring feelings. Ultimately, it portrays the vulnerability of admitting one's love without a plan, leaving the outcome to a bittersweet "it is what it is" attitude.
Lagu ini menangkap emosi mentah dan berantakan dari sebuah pengakuan sepihak yang disampaikan melalui rekaman suara. Liriknya menonjolkan konflik batin seseorang yang terjebak dalam sinyal membingungkan, terombang-ambing antara menyalahkan kebaikan lawan bicaranya dan merasa kasihan pada diri sendiri karena memiliki perasaan tersebut. Pada akhirnya, lagu ini menggambarkan kerentanan saat mengakui cinta tanpa rencana, membiarkan hasilnya berakhir pada sikap pasrah yang pahit.

